Chapter 1

A Book Within A Book - Parausan Notes

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CHAPTER 1

Let me introduce myself first...just call me fox..that's my pen name. For those who read Parausan book 1 and 2...this is the real story behind the book...who the characters really are...why I wrote it...why I twisted the story...it will be my personal notes in regards to the chapter of the book...and of course my mistakes that I covered to save my ***...

In my blog..I dedicated the book to jake...and yes I know he is the main character in the book...sympre bida sya...

I was in Australia when I wrote parausan...my last night in Manila was with him...we made love in a motel in Quezon City...not so much drama...but more of sex...we kissed torridly...just to say goodbye...

The reason why I went to Australia is for myself to get away from the 3 of them...yes 3...jake, billy and rey...all of which are in my book...I can't decide which one of them to choose...for months and months...I love them all in their own way...if there's such thing as adultery in this society..then I am purely guilty of it...there is nothing wrong in loving 3 people at the same time...that is my predicament and my conviction...

So....I flew to Melbourne...and work for our family's business...3 months...I lived...quietly...just working out in the afternoon at fitness gyms all over the metro...drinking at the casino for free after working out..and eating sausages at the train stations...staying online and sleep...same routine everyday...

But within these times...I was thinking of the people I left behind...I want to erase..and eventually forget them...If I can't decide to choose one of them..I might as well forget all of them and start from scratch...that was my decision...

I met people...Italians, Australians, and the other guy was from Poland...they were nice...and they liked me..but...I never found love in them...iba ang pinoy...hindi ata ako ma in love sa puti...they are so boring...no life at all...they are like puppets being run and controlled by corporate america...

And so...I was active at the other site...I won't mention it here baka mawala itong thread ko...kaya ako na banned dun dahil dito ko inumpisahan ang book 3 ng Parausan..and of course..all of my readers has to be a member here in Pinoy Exchange.

I read all the horny stories of some members...so I decided to write mine...and I remembered what happened to me in my lola's province of Iloilo when I was young...so Chapter 1 of Parausan was born.

Chapter 1 was all true...it happened to me...but there was no intention of it to be continued and be a book....

When I wrote the last sentence...kasi ina antok nako nyan...so nag iwan ako ng cliffhanger which is my trait... But when I woke up the next day...I went to the thread...and to my surprise..there was so much reaction from the readers...and they were all begging for more hornier stories and demanded the next next next please.... So...umikot utak ko...and wrote Chapter 2 which was written as Part 2..kasi nga...hindi ko intention na gawing libro yan...at pahabain ang storya... So Chapter 2 became a fiction na may halong katotohan pa din... Totoo yung sinundan ako ni rey...sa tindahan...at pinag hahalikan ako...pero hindi totoo na nung bumalik kami eh nag hahalikan si andoy at yung isa.... Sa mga oras na ito...nag iisip ako ng mga pangalan ng mga characters...at kung sino maisip ko ay yun agad ang nilalagay ko... I type instantaneous...no thinking..no correction..so you will see major mistakes or mispelled words...even in tagalogs... Naisip ko si Andoy...isa na syang sikat na director sa ABS ngayon...sya ang isang naka wild sex dati nung bata pa sya at medyo bata pako...nag sex kami sa sala ng bahay nila kapag walang tao at pina pa day off nya mga katulong...sex sa sala, kusina...sa hagdan..yun ang trip nya...wala naman akong magagawa kung hindi sumunod...gustong gusto ko sya nun...at libog na libog dahil nga bata pa...nagkita kami sa sinehan...sa quezon avenue...nakalimutan ko na pangalan nun...dun ang simula... After so many years....we are still in touch...believe it or not..at friend ko pa din sya sa facebook... Si tim...tunay na pangalan ng pinsan ko...medyo nag ka lapit din kami nun...pero tahimik sya...pero halos na in love din ako sa kanya nun...kasi parati nya akong sinasamahan sa bukid...at pasyal... Yung rey na isa...hindi ko alam...naumpisahan ko pala ang libro na ako yung rey...so nagkaron pa ng isang rey...so ginawa ko nalang kunyare katokayo....stupid mistake ko yun....pero lumusot naman..medyo nalita ang mga readers... Yung sex namin ni rey (katokayo) eh nangyari...pero...hindi ko sya tsinupa...takot pako nun...nag halikan lang kami at romansahan sa bukid...sa dilim...gusto nya patsupa..pero ayoko...at ako naman gusto ko din patsupa..pero umayaw din sya....hanggang umuwi nalang kami...pinag bigyan ko lang kasi ayaw tumigil...parang gusto na akong rapin habang nag iinuman pa kami at makulit at ayaw umuwi talaga....so pinag bigyan ko nung gabing nun... Ang ending ng part 2 eh ginawan ko nanaman ng cliffhanger..na nakita ni Tim ang pag sesex namin ni Rey..at baka isumbong ako sa tita ko.... At totoo na talagang may tindahan tita ko nung mga panahon na yun...at minsan talaga ako ang nag babantay ng tindahan...at totoo din yung balon na paliguan ko sa labas...na kaharap ng tindahan... So tatapusin ko muna itong chapter 1 sa pag review ng part 1 and 2 ng parausan... Medyo ginanahan nanaman ako mag sulat...dahil nag usap na kami ni jake ulit...after 6 months...maraming nangyari at away...nag kita kami sa dampa timog...at nag kwentuhan ng mga buhay buhay namin....medyo na extra na din sya sa mga soap sa abs..at may lalabas daw syang commercial ng beer... Mahal pa din ako ni jake at siguro ganun din ako...pero..hindi na dapat..maraming obstacle na...may kanya kanya na kaming buhay...at si rey na pinili ko..andito pa din after 11 years na...kahit mas mahal ko si jake...dapat gawin ang tama sa buhay diba...hindi lang dapat pag ibig ang papa iralin....minsan...umi iyak ako dito sa harap ng computer while listening to "even now" ni barry manilow...kasi yun yung tama talaga na kanta ko sa kanya...tatago ko nalang ang pag mamahal ko sa kanya.... Tulad ng istory sa parausan...ang love ni jake kay boy na hindi matapos tapos... end of chapter 1.